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♥ Monday, August 25, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

I'm closing off this blog, but I'm not deleting it. I had so much fun reading previous entries that I think I should not close this off. I'm opening another one at:

http://fakingawhistle.blogspot.com

Take Care, Minna!

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11:33 AM

♥ Sunday, August 10, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Current addiction: Bananas and Canon Rock

Current frustration: English paper on genetically modified organisms and Failure to download canon rock on the PC

Current wish: Could somebody please give me a copy of canon rock mp3? PLEASE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~! Thank you(>_<)

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11:42 AM

♥ Saturday, August 09, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

I've come to the conclusion that I thrive on pressure. Not only me, but lots of others coming from the same high school as I did.

It's been a while since I last became pressured as I was last Thursday/Friday. I had to pass four outlines for English (due to my negligence >_<), and I bloody well wrote a dozen yellow pad pages, back to back, scratches/rewriting not counted, until 2 am. Haha. Even under now, my right hand feels weird whenever I write something.

Ah, pressure. I missed you.

I'm not alone, either. Midterms are coming, so I guess it is time to be pressured (GCs only, I guess, so GCs are thriving nowadays). Clariza admits she missed the pressure, too. PSHS could never be PSHS without the daily pressures.

Ha. I missed it. I bet you do too.

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11:34 AM

♥ Thursday, August 07, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Just a quick post, since I'm supposed to be taking a bath already to go to school - I just took a snatch in the internet from my mom's laptop.

In any case, I now confirm that I work best when I fight with someone. I'm most productive.

What a bitch, right? Argh. I seriously need attitude control.

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9:04 AM

♥ Sunday, August 03, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Yssa's wasted.

I just came home from Chiara's 18th birthday party. It was so cool - the place was cool, the program's okay, Chiara's dress(es) are great, and the food (my first time to eat roasted turkey and lamb!) was just awesome. Drinks too. It was my first time to attend a party with alcoholic drinks, and my first time to actually see people I know, and are about my age, throwing up and getting wasted and whatnot. So cool (>_<).

I just drank around 7 shots, which is mostly tequila. I stopped when I got a headache, sort of. I don't have a high resistance to alcohol. But there are people getting wasted everywhere (so not gonna mention names). Eye-opener for an ignorant girl (T___T)

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3:33 AM

♥ Tuesday, July 29, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

I just realized, though I've bet a long time ago, that I'm a night person. My brain functions best nearing midnight, right after Pinoy Dream Academy (>_<)V. No, really. For the past week, I've been sleeping past 12, which is not really good considering that my skin is prone to pimples.

This weekend, my mother made us write everything that we want to happen in our life. I wrote a lot, but my mom said it should be detailed, so I guess I should write more. I'm sharing this because it made me feel like I have direction. Not so much a purpose in life, but a general sense of where I am heading.

Hopefully someone (anyone >___________<) who reads this could to this. Try it out.

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6:53 PM

♥ Monday, July 28, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

I learned how to deal with stress:

DON'T DEAL WITH IT!

Haha

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8:01 PM

♥ Saturday, July 26, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Blogging without a purpose is one of my illnesses, and I'm doing it right now. Reading fanfics is an antidote, but it is an illness in itself.

Blabbing.

I'm making a fanfic. I know I swore a year/two years? ago that I would never, never put my fingers on a keypad and start writing again (Pen fanfic writing, or writing for that matter, was never effective with me), but... um... well, I found Fai too irresistable. LOL, kidding. It's just that I found another character to play with. Haha.

So, yeah, guess what I was doing.

I've cured this disease last year, but it's back. Again.

What the hell is the cure to fanfic addiction? Do we have a rehabilitation center for one? Coz seriously, I want off. But I love Fai. LOL.

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12:31 AM

♥ Sunday, July 20, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

It's sort of funny, for my brother to be involved in something like this, too.

Lately, my brother had been very irritable. At first I thought that he was angry at me, because I love annoying the hell out of him. But it seems he's got some thingy-majingers running on his mind.

Turns out that his crush last year still has a crush on him, and he still likes her a little. My cousin said that he was thinking on how to dump the girl, but it seems the contrary to me. He keeps asking me things like "Do you have a crush?" "Have you ever had fallen in love?" or "Do you wish you have a boyfriend?" I bet he's confused on whether he should go for it or not.

I'm not the person to ask for those kinds of things. David and I have the same mindset, and that is no romance and all study. Yep, we've turned to nerds, thanks to our mom who said we should not have a boyfriend/girlfriend while we are studying. I understand that, but sometimes I wonder how it feels to have a boyfriend. To be frank, I want to try it once before graduating college, but seeing that I have a scholarship to maintain, I don't think I'll be able to.

So, I've decided to ignore everyone coming my way. I don't want to make paasa anyone, so might as well ignore. Hopefully the message is understood.

As for my brother... haha... I guess I'll look on what he's plan of action would be.

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1:48 PM

♥ Thursday, July 17, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

I think the typhoon's gone.

I love rain/cold weather. Clothes for cold weather are so cool (no pun intended >_<), and well, now that the typhoon's gone, it's warm again. hot, even. Augh.

Mantra: [*shopping. shopping*] Money for me?

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10:00 AM

♥ Friday, July 11, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Fai is the most tragic character I've ever seen.

Fai is the most tragic character I've ever obsessed with.

I love Fai~~!

So, [we] just came from an Oblation briefing. And I just realized that I could fail PE and I won't lose the scholarship, which is total relief. Because to pass, we have to average 70 points each game in DUCK PIN BOWLING. I wouldn't mind if that was ten pin, but no~~~~~~~~, coz duck pin is actually harder than ten pin. Last game got me... *drumroll*

45 points.
Sheesh.

I can't believe I was worrying about losing my scholarship because of PE.

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8:40 PM

♥ Saturday, July 05, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Haven't updated in a while. I thought I was totally killing my blog, since I don't have an internet connection at home and I always have more important things to do when I'm at PC shop (ehem, ehem - no, really). So... now that my mom left her laptop at home, I'm so taking my chance to just surf the net. I haven't done that in a while (>_<).

We went to the concert yesterday, which they said would start at 6 but started at 7:30. It's actually my first time to attend a concert - it was free. LOL. But I guess it was fine. Some popular bands arrived, but I liked Sugarfree best (^_^) hehe.......................

Not really in the mood of blogging, but I am in the mood of reading others' blogs, and I found this at Ste's blog, and I must say damn.

Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test...

4- the Individualist

you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR (aka "The Romantic")

"I am unique"

Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.

How to Get Along with Me

Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.

Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.

Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.

Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.

Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!

What I Like About Being a FOUR

my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level

my ability to establish warm connections with people

admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life

my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor

being unique and being seen as unique by others

having aesthetic sensibilities

being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me

What's Hard About Being a FOUR

experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair

feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved

feeling guilty when I disappoint people

feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me

expecting too much from myself and life

fearing being abandoned

obsessing over resentments

longing for what I don't have

FOURs as Children Often

have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original games

are very sensitive

feel that they don't fit in

believe they are missing something that other people have

attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.

become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood

feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)

FOURs as Parents

help their children become who they really are

support their children's creativity and originality

are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings

are sometimes overly critical or overly protective

are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy

Discover the 9 Types of People

Harper
SanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

You liked the test?

so S P R E A D I T ! tell everyone!!!
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you wanna know MORE?

so check out, what Wikipedia says about your type...

...even more you'll find in Google

or do you prefer to

You are not completely happy with the result?!

You chose BY

Would you rather have chosen:

AY (EIGHT)

CY (SIX)

BX (NINE)

BZ (FIVE)

Take The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test at HelloQuizzy

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11:16 AM

♥ Monday, May 05, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

FAY~~~~~~~~!

Fay~~~~!
*teary eyed*

Anyway, I'm done enrolling in UP. I paid a total of... *tentenenen!* 306.50 pesos. If I did not have the scholarship, I would have to pay 28,906.50. So, by all means, I have to maintain it.

Help me God. Really.

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4:09 PM

♥ Sunday, April 27, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

My mind's short of common sense.

I started to quit Pantene hair fall control shampoo. It helped in my hair fall, but I kept having pimples. So I decided to use another brand. It annoyed me, because it does not bubble up, and it left my hair really oily and stiff. I've been doing so in a week, until my mom asked me "Are you using the bottle in the CR upstairs?" Which was exactly what I was doing.

"It's conditioner, not shampoo."

Shoot me. If she didn't tell, I will not notice and continue doing so for one more week.

~*~*~*~*~

Anyway, Milk's back. But she's probably pregnant (she seemed like she's going to throw up this morning) and she's half the cute house pet she was. Lots of fleas, too. Life's like that, I guess. You can never control others; you'll have to let go.

I still love Milk, though. I always will. I realize I've become too attached to the cat when she went away and she stopped waking me up (at 6 in the morning). She's my alarm clock who doesn't know the difference between a school year and a summer vacation. But my baby's changed... she'll probably be having her baby soon. She's sort of jaded already... she lost her total trust and innocence. Even her meow's changed. It wasn't like before.

Well, I can't have my baby back as she was once, but the important thing is that I still have my baby.

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6:17 PM

♥ Saturday, April 26, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

My cat left me.

Fine, it's a cat, so it will probably go back sooner or later, but... grr...

My cat grew up. I don't want it to grow up, to roam outside the house (and freaking seduce another cat). It did not go home for one whole day. This morning, while I was sleeping, it arrived, but my lola shooed it away. My aunt said: "If you're pregnant, [Mae] won't welcome you anymore." And it left. (T_T) Sometimes I think that cat can understand us.

I want Milk back.

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4:16 PM